Game Journal

Little logs of what I’ve been playing.
Late-night game session
Game: [Song Of Saya ]

I played this game first on April 5, 2026 it was a Sunday I don't play games normally on Sunday but the guy in the video I watched about visual novels said this is was a very good game. So I played it I also did a recording of me playing it. It claimed to have adult content in it so I just thought it might it was very gory and I don't care about stuff like that so I played it anyway. It's about a guy who after suffering a traumatic brain injury this happened because he was in a car accident he was the only survivor and after he got brain surgery done to save his life. Then after the surgery he doesn't see stuff normally anymore everything looks gory and it looks like intestines cover the walls even people look horrible he sees them as giant piles of flesh and organs he has learned to accept his fate however there is one person who looks normal to him Saya a girl who claims her father went missing after he went to work in the hospital Saya was living in the hospital when he took her home now she is trying to help him live his life with his condition. This game has an interesting plot however it contains cannablism, gore, and sexual content. I haven't played this game since April 5th because of the content I never finished the game because of how distrubing it is. I wouldn't recommend it, but idk maybe it gets better I have no idea.

I really like how the game uses show not tell to have you figure out what really is going with this dude it gives you room to predict and discover if you play close enough attention. I still wouldn't recommend this game unless you can stomach the gore and the sexual content.

2D horror game
Game: [Faith: The Unholy Trinity]

After playing too much Minecraft I decided I wanted to play a fun but cheap horror game and I found this game FAITH on sale so with some leftover money I got it. In this game you are a priest who is going to finish a failed exocrism. I died a lot because I kept walking into enemies using the W A S D controls so I used the arrow keys I also didn't realize I could scare away the demons in this game until I wanted to jump and pressed the space bar only to learn this was actually for the tool used to defend yourself, a cross. I kept dying trying to get the key to the house so I just walked around and held my cross up to objects to see if I would get a note that would tell me more of the story I also spent a lot of time in the house looking around until I went where I was supposed to go. It was a good game I would recommend it to someone if they asked for an interesting 2D game to play but my friends irl don't play games though so I don't know how I could talk about it.

I spent most of the time dying I even got an anchievement for dying one hundred times because I kept failing to figure out the boss attack patterns in this game you don't have a health bar so you get hit or attacked once and you die. Next time I play I will be using the W A S D keys instead of the arrow keys because no pc game allows you to use those for walking.

Gaming with people I see irl
Game: [ Minecraft ]

I when in school would always sit with the boys at lunch in hopes of making new friends because I get along better with boys. Months later I realizedd most of them except for like four of them were making fun of me, because I actually had the guts to sit with them. So when school starts I'll only be sitting with the four who don't make fun of me. However, before this in hopes that we one time could hang out outside of school, I said: " Let's make a Minecraft group chat so that when school is over we could play minecraft on a realm together." We did this but everyone traveled so far from spawn, and one of the boys in the group call kept asking me not good questions like can you date me and other very bad things. Which I won't talk about because of how bad they were. Anyways we all went our separate ways and I had to abandon my base because one of these kids killed me and stole my stuff, so I relocated. There was a lot of drama on this server. Because everyone kept telling me to kick people because I guess they were stealing from some elses base, and one time I almost kicked someone because of they were acting suspicious when some one accused them of stealing. They then said they hope really bad stuff happened to me I won't discuss it was so horrible. Then I told them I screenshooted it and they said to delete because that was their nine year old sister who wrote that not them. I didn't believe them so I said I deleted the screenshot but I didn't. Eventually the 30 day trial of realms expired and I figured they wouldn't care because I was the only one playing on it anyways but I think they might have. As on July 23rd a few days after the trial expired it said I had left the conservation which I didn't so I figured out that they kicked me. Idk why though it might have been because I didn't renew the free trial but I didn't renew it because I was the only one playing it anyways. Overall experience playing with these kids would be a 6/10 because one of them gave some diamonds after I gave them some string they needed. No higher than that because most of them made fun of me in the chat and in school the month before and some of them said bad stuff to me but deleted it before I could take a photo. One time my sister saw what one of them said to me and said it was extremely inapropriate so I blocked them. They also were always trying to get me to say someone was cute by showing a photo of one of their buds and saying is he cute? Then they would get disapointed when I said no. I told them once I saw one of them in my dream and I told them what the dream was about and they went to go the person who I saw in my dream and told them about it. Then they started teasing me saying I liked the boy I saw in my dream and that I wanted to date him. Which is not true. They also kept trying to corner me into saying that I liked him and they kept calling him over and they only stopped when I genunienly got annoyed and said to leave the poor kid alone. Then I used to try to talk to this kid the one I saw in my dream but after they said all that stuff about how I liked him he stopped talking to me. He only talked to me a little before but now he wouldn't talk to me at all because he was dating someone and I guess and he was worried I would ruin his relationship with this girl. When I just wanted to be friends, despite those stupid boys saying otherwise. I hope he'll talk to me again when I go back to school soon and that he'll have forgotten all the stuff they said about me liking him, because I felt he would be a good friend to have. But those stupid boys ruined my chances of me becoming friends with him I hope that doesn't happen again this year.

Anyways sorry for yapping but that's my experience with playing games with kids I see irl. I don't think I'll play with them again. After all that stupid stuff I mentioned that they did and said.

[ Playing UltraKill for the first time]
Game: [Ultra Kill ]

I was looking to play an easy FPS shooter using keyboard and mouse that was easy My sister recommnended Ultrakill so I played it. I had trouble with dashing through the lasers on the tutorial stage but I figured it out When I got the gun I wasn't expecting enemies to show up right after so I died several times because the enemies kept walking behind me but eventually I just jumped up in the air and shot them mid air I took 17 minutes to beat the first level because with the enemies that could parry their attacks I kept instead of just shooting them parrying their attacks and sometimes I would fail to parry them so I died and I had to try again but I got through it. However before I beat the next level I want to re try the first one to see if I can maybe complete it in 14 minutes instead of 17. I'm not really focused right now so I'm not going to do it right now because when I'm not focused I'm slow and I die quickly.

Anyways I would honeslty rate Ultra Kill my first FPS shooter a 10/10 because It reminded of another game, Doom which I watched people play on youtube. I can't wait to play more. I want to play Doom Enternal next but it's 64 GB. So I think the next FPS game I want to play will be different from Ultrakill and Doom it's called The Citadel. It has a sequel called Beyond The Citadel. The Citadel costs around $14.99 not including tax I have enough money to buy it. But I'm going to wait until September to buy it because I might get $20 in September. I already have $20. However, if I buy it now I'll have like $5 dollars left. But if I wait until September I'll have $25 left If I get the $20 dollars I'm hoping for.